everything.

caden never liked to stay indoors
his mother could always find him, 
two year old chicken legs wobbling over to the sliding glass door
in order to clink his toy car against the glass over and over until she quickly stopped him always warning of the thin glass, and of the unattractive fingerprints but being so young he could [...]

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in examining me,
you won’t need a map to track down my values,
but you will need a mop to clean up my disguist and earplugs to prevent the mess,
owing me this much.
in examining you,
comparable to examining my dog
running around the neighborhood sniffing all the mailboxes
but somehow…you can’t ever decide which one to pee on.

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Sometimes i feel like a robot
at the gym occassionally
face to face with a punching bag
but most of the time it’s when i’m with you…
but now i hold the gray remote in my small hands,
the one that i dug out of the crevace in your brown musty couch, last tuesday
the one we used to play tv games [...]

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I’ve only seen her twice in my life.
therefore upon recieving that phone call,
i was left quite perplexed.
This is about my Aunt Terry of course.
she decided to invite me to stay in her castle, so i called it, for a week and observe the Kentucky Derby itself from box seats.
My dream come true correct?
Not exactly, you [...]

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i’m not in the mood for chocking on seatbelts, i don’t want to be careful nor thoughtful.
i need this risk without it i’m lost. i find no need in waiting rooms, what is there to wait for?
embrace it with eyes open, all the pain, joy and suspense.
would you rather have your hand cupped to the door driving [...]

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